WHY IS LOVE NOT ENOUGH?

THERE'S DAYS WHERE I JUST CAN'T HIDE MY FEELINGS EVEN IF I TRIED.

I OFTEN JOT MY FEELINGS DOWN IN MY JOURNAL WISHING THAT AS I WRITE THEM THEY WILL VANISH FROM MY MIND....... BUT THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE THEY ONLY MAKE IT WORSE.... THERE'S DAYS WHERE IM FINE BUT THEN THERE'S DAYS LIKE TODAY WHEN THERE'S THIS HUGE FEELING OF VOID IN MY HEART AND A BIG KNOT IN MY THROAT HOLDING BACK MY TEARS SO THAT NO ONE WILL KNOW THAT I MISS HIM... TONIGHT I ALREADY PREDICT A SLEEPLESS NIGHT AND HEARING THIS SONG OVER AND OVER WONT HELP EITHER BUT IN ALL HONESTY I WANT TO CRY FOR MY ALMOST LOVER.... AND ASK GOD: WHY IS LOVE NOT ENOUGH??