MOM

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE....

MY MOTHER'S CANCER IS STRONGER THAN SHE IS AND IT CAME BACK AND FROM WHAT THE DOCTORS ARE SAYING IT SEEMS AS IF ITS NEVER GOING AWAY.

SHE STARTED CHEMOTHERPAY AND RADIATION ALL OVER AGAIN.

I KNOW THAT SHE IS A STRONG WOMAN AND SHES DEFINITLY A FIGHTER, BUT WHO KNOWS HOW HER BODY WILL HANDLE ALL OF THIS THE SECOND TIME AROUND.

I MEAN I KNOW THAT ONE DAY IM GOING TO LOOSE HER BUT NOT LIKE THIS!

ONE IS NEVER PREPARED FOR SOMETHING LIKE THIS NOR EVEN DEATH OF A LOVED ONE SO I DO NOT KNOW HOW I'LL BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT IF SHE PASSES AWAY.

I JUST PRAY THE GOD WILL HEAL HER SOON SO THAT SHE WONT HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS ANY MORE...

I JUST DONT KNOW IF GOD HEARS MY PRAYERS ANY MORE...

WE ARE HOPEING FOR THE BEST BUT WHO KNOWS.....