" MY MOM "

MY WONDERFUL SISTER FEEDING MY MOM THROUGH THE FEEDING TUBE.

AND ONCE MORE..

I HAVE NEVER SEEN MY MOM SO TIRED AND SO WEAK LIKE I DO NOW.

I CAN NOT EVEN HOLD THE TEARS TO SEE HER LIKE THIS......

SHE IS OFTEN TIRED AND SLEEPY...

THESE PAST FEW WEEKS HAVE BEEN SO BLAH..... I CAN NOT EVEN FIND A WORD TO DESCRIBE THEM.... I'VE NEVER SEEN MY MOMS SPIRITS SO LOW AND TIRED.

MY MOM IS THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT IS ALWAYS UP AND ABOUT BUT EVER SINCE THIS HAPPENED SHE HAS NOT BEEN THE SAME OF COURSE.

I SOMETIMES THINK THAT I CAN'T BARE IT BUT THEN AGAIN I THINK TO MYSELF

" GOD WONT GIVE YOU ANYTHING YOU CAN'T BARE "

RIGHT???

WELL THEN WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH?

WHY HER?

WHY?