" THINGS FALL APART "
I FEEL AS EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS FALLING APART.....
HAPPINESS IS NOT FOREVER, IT'S ONLY TEMPORARY.
I HAVE LEARN MANY THINGS ALONG THE WAY AND THE GROWING PAINS ARE BRUTAL SOMETIMES.
I DO NOT UNDERSTAND MOST OF THE THINGS AND IT'S VERY HARD FOR ME TO KEEP THE FAITH STRONG WHEN THINGS ARE JUST FALLING APART ALL AROUND YOU.
AS A CHRISTIAN I FIND IT SO HARD TO HANG ON TO THIS TATTERED HOPE THAT GOD IS IN CONTROL OF EVERYTHING AND HE IS BUT I HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO BELIEVE THAT OR ELSE HE THAT I ONCE INVITED TO COME INTO MY HEART WILL NO LONGER BE GLORIFIED.......
I HAVE LET GOD DOWN SO MUCH AND YET HIS MERCY FOR ME IS EVERLASTING.
WHY DOES HE LOVE ME SO MUCH?????? I OFTEN ASK MYSELF THAT QUESTION.
WHY? WHY? WHY? AS LONG AS I LIVE I WILL NOT KNOW THAT ANSWER UNTIL THE DAY I GO HOME WITH HIM.
I HONESTLY FEEL LIKE ANOTHER CHAPTER OF MY LIFE STORY IS ENDING AND A NEW ONE IS BEGINNING.
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IT WILL SAY BUT I DO KNOW WHO IS WRITING IT.
I JUST HOPE THAT THERE IS MORE HAPPY MOMENTS THAN SAD ONES......
1 comment:
ACT ON YOUR FAITH! Believe wholeheartedly. We all must suffer but you are suffering for good and because it is good you and yours will survive. God's timing is different from ours. We may be enduring something for years but it might just be a few days to Him. NEVER GIVE UP. He loves you so much because He create You. You are so unique that no one has the same purpose as you on earth. Plz keeping believe. the enemy just wants to kill steal and destroy so keep him under your foot and the Lord above and in your heart. It will get better. God Bless. I was sent to your page for a reason. :)
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