Tuesday, July 27, 2010

LOVE???
LOVE??
AH YES THE INFAMOUS WORD GIRLS SIGH ABOUT WHEN IT IS MENTIONED.
SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE LOVE IS OVER RATED AND LOVE NOW A DAYS JUST ISNT REAL ANYMORE.
THE MEANING IS COMPLETELY LOST ALONG WITH ITS PURPOSE.
PEOPLE OFTEN THINK THEY ARE IN LOVE GET MARRIED THEN DIVORCE YEARS LATER TO FIND OUT THAT IT WAS ALL AN ILLUSION AND NOTHING MORE.
THAT HAS GOT TO SUCK BIG TIME!
I GUESS THATS WHY GOD SAYS IT BETTER NOT TO MARRY.
WELL IM SURE THATS NOT EXACTLY THE PURPOSE OF HIM SAYING THAT.
THAT IS JUST WHAT I CHOOSE TO THINK...
BUT LOVE HIT ME HARD THIS AKWARD YEAR SO I CANT EVEN FRONT ABOUT IT.
I HATE TO ADMIT IT BECAUSE IM NOT ONE TO ADMIT MY FEELINGS OUT IN THE OPEN LIKE THAT AND ESPECIALLY ABOUT THINGS LIKE THIS.
BUT THIS TIME LOVE HAS TAKEN A HOLD OF MY HEART....
YES I ADMIT IT NO SHAME IN THAT IS THERE??
NAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
THIS PERSON HAS OCCUPIED MY THOUGHTS AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING EVER WHICH IS MY HEART....
THIS PERSON CAGED MY HEART INSIDE THEIRS AND NO ONE HAS GOTTEN TO IT LIKE THIS PERSON HAS.
I STILL TO THIS DAY CANT BELIEVE HOW MUCH I HAVE ALLOWED THEM TO COME INTO MY HEART THAT WAY.
THE KIND OF LOVE THIS PERSON GIVES TO ME FEELS DYNAMICALLY, INSANELY GOOD TO ME.
ITS INDESCRIBABLE.....
THEIR LOVE IS LIKE AN ERASER THAT ERASES MY PAST DISAPPOINTMENTS IN LOVE.
PERHAPS ITS THE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE THIS PERSON GIVES TO ME OR HOW KNOWING IM UNWORTHY OF THEIR LOVE THIS PERSON STILL OFFERS IT FREELY AND UNDOUBTINGLY.... IMAGINE A LOVE LIKE THAT!
SOUNDS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE HUH??
WELL THATS BECAUSE UNFORTUNATELY IT IS.... =(
HOW I WISH I WAS A ROCK SO THAT I CAN NOT FEEL THIS LOVE THAT RUNS THROUGH MY VEINS PUMPING MY HEART WITH LOVE NO MORE...
BUT DO I REALLY WANT THAT???
NOT AT ALL!!!!!
THE SWEET TASTE AND THE RUSH OF THEIR LOVE HAS ME WANTING MORE.
AND HERE I AM RAMBLING ABOUT THIS CRAZY LOVE........
THE LOVE I CANT LET GO OF EVER.
I LOVE YOU STARFISH!

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